The Quiet

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In preparation for my move to Salyer, CA to work on the Hoopa Indian Reservation I asked several students about their experiences here. I am living with Dan and Sonja, who have kept all five students before me, and they are an incredible couple. I am living in their garage apartment, which is well equipped with just about everything I could ask for. I have no cell service unless I drive approximately 10 miles into town and I am learning to live with only a landline again.

One of my classmates had told me she would turn on the TV low here to create some white noise because it is so quiet. I have lived by myself for several years and didnt think this would be an issue. Well, I was wrong. For the first four nights I woke up at 4:30 am, an hour before my alarm in a panic, thinking I had missed my alarm. There are no sounds of a neighborhood waking up, though I live near several other homes. There are no traffic noises, car alarms, dogs barking, or garbage trucks. The birds chirp but not until much later in the morning.

After I left San Francisco and I was settled into my new home in Vallejo, I was sitting in my room and realized how much I had missed the chirping hum of the crickets every night. The sounds of the city are much different than the sounds of the country. I am finding I enjoy the quiet, especially after a long day in the clinic. The quiet here is peaceful.

This is where I live. It is about a six hour drive from Vallejo, four hours of highway driving to Redding then two hours of two lane winding mountain roads. From my apartment, the grocery store is an hour drive either east or west on a two lane winding road. My drive to work takes 35 minutes on a two lane, winding road. It is a bit different than my commute at my last rotation, but I also find this refreshing. There are two radio stations available when I am lucky, so instead I have been listening to audio books.

I experienced the "first rain" of the season last friday. And it did rain... it poured for about 24 hours straight. I was getting a bit stir crazy on saturday morning, every time I would go outside to assess the amount of rain falling it would pick up again to a hard, steady rain. Since the first rain it has been raining on and off all week. Between the rain showers, when the sun comes out I try to find my way down to the river, which is only about a 15 minute walk from my apartment. It is so peaceful to sit and appreciate the way the sun hits all the mountains surrounding me, to listen to the  turbulent flow of the water over rocks, and to drink in the beauty of my surroundings. The river has become one of my favorite spots.

The river today during the break between the morning showers and afternoon clouds.